Reflective essay about care for the dying

A reflective essay about care for the dying,needs to be first person experience in the ward working as a staff nurse,caring for the dying patient with bladder cancer,needs to deal with pain control of patient,how to deal with patient relative experiencing the ordeal,how to take care of patient who experience this terminal illness.I work as a staff nurse in male urologyward.if someone could help me,I would greatly appreciate it.I will add more files as we progress.